Wid tears on it

You know how much It even hurts me to be without you. I love you so much that my heart aches just of the thought of not holding you, seeing you, feeling your breath, feeling your warmth, seeing your beautiful eyes light up or hearing your voice. It just tears me up inside. But, this whole situation has just broken me to pieces once again. I dont know what hurts me more, to leave you or stay with you knowing I may never make you happy like I once truly did before. I feel like its just not fair to you or me to act and think the way I do. I feel like youre practically throwing it in my face with the comments you make. Everything feels like its being thrown in my face like its just obvious that we cant be together anymore. My eyes just cant see it but I feel it. I dont want to feel it I dont know how to fix it Its not fair for me to be saying things anymore, I am just to tired of it i know you will be fine if I leave, you always manage to have a rebound and it obviously will have to be . I dont mean that in a bad way but I know I have to be strong either way. I either have to be strong to deal with what lies ahead for us or be strong to just put an end to us before I make myself crazy. Please just do whats truly right in your heart.